I woke up this morning to the sound of roosters crowing, our trusty fan blowing a refreshing breeze of tropical air into our bedroom, and a parrot outside whistling cat calls to whomever may be close by.
In one week this will all be over. This great adventure that Jesse and I have been talking about since before we were married will be done and we will be thrust back into the working ways of American society.
I don't dread that. In fact I am looking forward to it. I miss the comfort that a structured, routine life brings. But, I know that along with that life comes this one very certain reality - I am going to have to share my best friend again.
Don't get me wrong. I love sharing this man with others. It is one of my greatest joys! He is so full of life and enthusiasm that I can't help but smile as I watch the world interact with him. It continually makes me fall in love with him again. But, I also can't help but feel a little bit selfish after spending 24/7 with him for the last four months.
So, for these last few precious days that we have together, just the two of us, I am going to cherish the morning cuddles, the lunches together, the hand holding, the looks, the kisses, the conversations, the jokes that only I can laugh at, the dreaming of more adventures together, and the moments of silence. I love this man and I love this life with him.
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